whers but it has been awhile. found this in a box labelled 'shit' under Siannen's bed. what is my shit doin there anyway?
Her writing is better spelled, but shakier, as if the hand which wrote it were palsied with age.sin died and so everyone is sour sour sour including me cuz she wasn't supposed to do that first. fuckin animals indeed. jedi is divistated. siannen don't talk much. sent a presunt to siraji to try and make her feel better but she will probably eat it or somethin. maybe get her to spend some time here with us. maybe should find d'baji and give him a bottle or two of a lil somethinsomethin
so um i got grankids now an two are riders so that is pretty cool. sh'z and zari. shazi's still somwher tho she left me 2 babbies. sinen says they look like her an they do which is wierd cuz they are c'rash's ew ew ew ew ew
EW i thot I raised shazi better than that but ew. zimriel an zenashi cause i got the letter what came wit them on my table. tehy're cute and break stuf.
jedi is growin up to be sane and thats refreshing. her da makes her smile an she is out doin that findin yorself thing but not like shazi. nothin like that no anger or anythin.
holy shit i am turnin 70 soon when the shards did i start this thin? half the pages are empty and i can spell EMPTY now EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY
soon i gotta step down for s'len who is a good second. one of the best. r'yst stays and takes care of me and pants my nails though usuly my whole toe or finger.
g'deon moved away which suks because i was totally gona take a swipe hee hee. ista isn't far tho. we fought once. kinda hot.
shit flood of children got to go